Like a phoenix

Babes,

 

I woke up and it was raining and grey outside but inside I am renewed. I can honestly say that for the two months or so that I have been consistent in going to church and really being open with God, it’s been worth it. I realize I have not really invested in my friendships and in some ways I have forgotten how to…sadly. So anyhuu I was blogging yesterday and somehow I remembered this blog and I think I want to give it one more try…I like the fact that it has no pressure like the way an email would have in needed a response immediately.

 

 

Right now there is a poem in one of the blogs I frequent that really portray my state of mind in terms of my work and my relationships:

 

A heart has many doors,
each leading to different worlds;
behind each of the doors lie many secrets,
most of which will never be told.

Although they wish to be told,
the doors are locked tightly.
The only key is the strength and will of that person;
and sometimes the person is too afraid
of what might happen if a door swings open,
revealing one of their precious secrets.

They never have the chance
to experience life, love, or dreams.
They never really become alive.

All doors are eventually unlocked. ~Jen~